I have found that knowing my “triggers” has allowed me to more often than ever not self-sabotage. At this point I feel like I’m passing seven out of every ten tests. And out of the three I’m failing, two of those I knew that I’m failing and can stop from losing everything. I am able to stop the bleeding before it’s fatal, feel me? Now, don’t get me swong, I still fail one out of every ten tests, but it’s a lot better than ever before. I’m not running or anything, but I’m thinking about standing on my feet and not crawling anymore. Hahaha!

And besides, Allah, who is the reason for all my growth, the other reason is that I’ve finally slowed down. I’ve learned that slow motion is better than no motion, and no motion is better than going backwards.

As I am,