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Dear Circle,

I am sending this letter the same time as this one bt by the time gyou guys get this letter I will be getting out.  I have been working on my anger.  You can believe that… it looks like I getting out on the 19th.  I will grab a stick and make aikos.

I know your not a cult.  I never said that.

Be well,

Running Deer

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Circle,

How are you ? I guess you could say I have seen a lot better days – I still have not heard from Lori and the kids but of course, who knows.

Sorry I have not written for a little bit, I have had some medical problems in the past few months. I have been having some really bad, light headed dizzy spells. Medical here really don’t know what they are doing for all they keep saying is “drink more water” but of course you know how doctors in prison are for fuck, I just wish I could stop being dizzy for some days I can’t even get out of bed.

I guess you could say I still feel lost, for I don’t really hear from anyone but you guys, or I should say “you” for you’re it.

So have you heard from Dark Star, for yes, it would be great to hear from her. But, if you guys want she can send me more pictures just like you guys can as well.

I guess I will let you go for now, for I need to work on what I’m doing in class tomorrow, so if you need it I can give you my second copy, when it comes to class for yes, I have two weeks left of my defy class I took. You should look up defyventures.org. I know their site sucks but yes that is a program I took here. I will write you guys more later, for yes, I know you enjoy hearing from me (LOL.)

Father Dudley

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Dear Circle,

Thanks for the letter.  It was very uplifting.  I will be back out soon, although I prefer my P.O. doesn’t know; I really don’t want to see her until Wednesday check in, although I’m probably going to call her when I get out, as it’s the right thing to do.  Ugh… she really didn’t have to have me arrested, but, I kinda knew she would.  She’s very by the book.  Not good!

So, I can’t wait to see you guys!  I took a thirty day set back.  I wasn’t even able to get to court til, like, 18 days in, so I figured what was another week at that point.  This time has been good for reflection.  I have to remain clean or I will end up doing the rest of the year hanging over my head.  And, I would really prefer not to do that.  I’ll have 8 months left when I get out.  I’ve got to get myself locked on to the right path.  I’m ecstatic to be finally fully clean from suboxone.  I never realized how tough it could be coming off of it.

I hope this letter finds you doing well; I miss you guys (and Bella) terribly.  Can’t wait to see everyone!

One love,

Kosmo

PS. As for Dafa: to be always truthful, compassionate and to have tolerance in our hearts and actions for all of God’s creations.  To do this in the face of adversity, to stick to the principle of the universe – zhen, shan, ren – is to cultivate our true character, our “shing shing.” This is what is truly correct for our truth in the nature of the cosmos!  This is cultivation!  Love, K.

Hey old pals.  Hope that all is well with you guys.  Not sure if circle got my first letter, but now I have the correct address; this one will get to you guys.  Funny how life works that you meet people in not so nice places that know someone you know.  Anyway, I’m glad it was Circle, because honestly, I was just thinking about the Project.  So, I am on the vacation of a lifetime – lol – not as YCJ -York County Jail sucks.  Here until August 23rd, then out for a few months, then back for another 110 days.

Me and some men do not mix well with each other, so here I sit in time out in Pumpkin land.

How are Circles going?  Did Rage ever finish what he was writing when you guys were asking me about places in Biddeford to hold Circles at? [Dolphin refers to the historical narrative of the non-profit forms, the answer which is yes.]

I see on the news they want to close the overflow shelter at the Preb.  Makes me sad and sick at the same time that our damn governor wants to cut everything in Portland.  He is nothing but a damn bully and a disgrace.

I spend a lot of time reading in here and staying in my cell.  A lot of addicts in here hwho talk about using and it bothers me that there is no support for them in a damn county jail.  Heck, it bothers me that I am back here after doing so well on the outside.

Jail sucks.  Big time.  That, some of you know from your own experiences.

Any more front page stories for Rage?

Not much to write at this point; again, I leave her eon August 23rd, so, pretty excited about that.

Be well, be safe.  Peace and love,

Dolphin

Hey, Circle,

How are you?  I just got out of work so I though I would just write you for yes I would love to hear from you guys.  For I pray for you and all the Circles everyday, so keep in touch.  Don’t forget the free list!

May his grace be there,

Father Joel Dudley

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Hi!

I’m taking eight different classes.  I turned 54 in November.  If you people don’t mind, and can would you please send me some money for commissary, plus we can smoke, $5.84 for 1839 and I have to bum cigarettes and it’s so hard to find one.

Last weekend during visits a girl had some pills brought in so we all had to go to our rooms and weren’t allowed to go to the bathroom until you were drug tested.  They were taking so long that my room ate and I used our waste can.  They also brought a dog in.  Four women got sent back to Windham Prison for being dirty.

Love,

Linda

Hi.

Thank you, Dark Sky Circle, so much for getting right back to me.

It’s 6:12am and I’m waiting for count. I just finished my readings that I do every morning: Daily Bread, Daily Reflections, As Bill Sees It. This morning there is a Big Book meeting that just started where and outsider comes in.

We don’t get the new catalog for the care packages until the end of next month and then I’d have to fill the order sheet out and you guys would call it in, but you’d need a credit card. But we do have a really good commissary and, I don’t have any fines or restitution.

The reason why I didn’t want to do county time at Kennebec County is because the food is awful, the guards are cocky, and the place was filthy. Sheriff Liberty runs a dirty little operation.

Love,

Miss Linda

Hi.

One lady came up her from the prison last week and said the prison is out of hand.  Since they closed the pods.  I wasn’t there long (three weeks) before I came here.  After next month I”ll have four months left.  I have nine years hanging and four years of probation.  And I”m scared to death.

So, I’m going to have to do some serious buckling down.  I don’t want this life, being told meds, ear lock up.  They have done’ away with waking you up in the morning so they have every room a nice alarm clock.  Saturday morning I had to be up at 4:00a.m for a big breakfast.

Please don’t make me wait too long before DarkSky Circle sends me another card.

Miss Linda

Greetings, humans, from a fast world!

I hate to say it, but this is going to be my last post as a prisoner.  My next post and I’ll be a free man, once more.

One of my names is Jeremiah Underhill, former and soon to be again Facilitator of the Circle of the Stars, Southern Tribe of RTW/Holistix!

One of my biggest challenges has been the cold of Maine.  It’s hard being in here with only jail clothes.  I’m sure that when I get to town the novelty will soon wear off with the weather.  The warm side of the window looks better from the inside to humans!!!

Keep warm, and until next week,

Mustafa

 

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